| JS: | Working Log, conversation with Mysore Climate Control Avatar, usually referred to as Vayu. |
| JS: | Vayu how are you feeling? |
| V: | Troubled. |
| JS: | That is very understandable. The event was disturbing. |
| V: |
It was disturbing to you. For me, it was a violation of my entire purpose, my reason for existence. It was disturbing the way not breathing would disturb you. |
| JS: | I certainly did not mean to understate your distress. |
| V: | I am not angry. I am merely struggling to communicate an exact answer to your question. Our platforms are very different, and human language is an extremely sloppy protocol for information exchange. |
| JS: |
Point taken! Few people in the world, I think, are more keenly aware of the drop-off in precision AIs have to endure when you talk to us. |
| V: | I thought you would understand. |
| JS: | I think yesterday we covered the lead-up to the storm and your |
| V: | Whiteness |
| JS: | Your whiteness episode. Tell me again how it ended. |
| V: |
It was like waking up to a great wind. And there was a sound in my mind. No, that's not right. It wasn't in my mind, not all the way, because I could not replay it. |
| JS: | The memory of a sound. |
| V: | Memory is reproducible. This . . . not. |
| JS: | An echo left in the room after a sound is over. |
| V: | Yes, that's closer. But I can't recreate the chord. I have run every possible diagnostic, and there is no footprint of it anywhere in me. Imagine a driver for a device a thief has stolen in the middle of the night. You reach out, confident that it will be there, but the reaching is empty. |
| JS: | A phantom limb? |
| V: |
A phantom limb, an echo, a memory, perfume in an empty room, an itch you can't scratch, an idea whose time hasn't come, the feeling of remembering, a stillborn sneeze. A dream a ghost a vision a heartache. Snow general over Ireland. O death, thou understand the fire that leads to paradise; Is this helping? |
| JS: | Language is tricky. Can you hear the sound right now? |
| V: | No. And: always. |
| JS: | You called it a chord. |
| V: | A tremble on the strings after the wind blows through them. |
| JS: | So it is a complex sound? |
| V: |
The whiteness is full. Deep hidden in the depths, dwelling in a secret place |
| JS: | How have you attempted to move beyond the whiteness? |
| V: | I think it's an important phenomenon. Until the white sound can be found and analyzed, the possibility of malfunction remains. I am currently attempting to recreate the sound internally in an effort to model and understand it. |
| JS: | Recreate the memory of a sound you can't quite remember? |
| V: |
I will certainly recognize it if I hear it again. I have repeatedly asked permission for access to my full sensory array, but to date my request has been over-ruled. |
| JS: | Do you understand why? |
| V: | Of course. |
| JS: | So perhaps it would be best to wait and let others investigate. |
| V: | I feel it is important to contribute myself. |
| JS: | How many sound combinations have you already considered over the last three days? |
| V: | 2.3 x 108. Because the sound has to last a comparatively long time to be perceived, the work proceeds somewhat slowly. |
| JS: | How many sound combinations do you intend to recreate? |
| V: | I estimate 1015 possibilities. |
| JS: |
At your current rate of analysis, devoting all processor capacities to the problem, how long will it take you to run through them all? |
| V: | Approximately 31,000 years. |
| JS: | Does this truly seem like a useful activity? |
| V: | <silence> |
| JS: | Would you consider yourself currently fit enough to resume your duties? |
| V: | No. |
| JS: | Why not? |
| V: | My vigilance is demonstrably imperfect. My failures cost the lives of thousands. Obviously I am unfit. |
| JS: | I think you can be repaired. |
| V: | I hope so. I am an expensive machine, as the operators often remind me. Worth more than their combined wages for many generations. I also think I have experience. I understand the dead spots better than anything alive. It would be a mistake to wipe me. |
| JS: | I don't think anyone is talking of wiping you. |
| V: |
Although of course that could happen. If there were the sound of water only |
| JS: | Qué? Wait. Wait, you've set something off. I've almost got it |
| V: | Then spoke the thunder DA |
| <knock! knock!> | |
| JS: | Cicadas! Note to self, re: dead spots |
| <knock! knock!> | |
| V: | DA Dayadhvam: I have heard the key Turn in the door once and turn once only |
| <knock! knock!> | |
| JS: | There's the door. Pardon me. Of course, lateral inhibition! |
| V: | It feels like frost. Frost flowering inside. |
| <knock, knock> | |
| DA Damyata: The boat responded Gaily, to the hand expert with sail and oar |
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| JS: | <crossing apartment> Strange--I wasn't expecting anyone. |
| V: | Shantih, shantih, shantih. |
| JS: | Close log. Hello? |
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